ohhhchelsea:

The living room this morning with some edits. I’m having my lady only shower tonight. Score!

We get the keys to our new house tomorrow. 
I can’t even believe this is all real.  

I just recently realized that I am really good at compartmentalizing things. I can completely forget that I have homework, or I can come back to my house and realize my room is a wreck, or I can even go weeks without reading my Bible… and when I realize what has happened, it is like a fog that has been lifted. It’s like when I go back to my room and realize that it is a total pigsty, I feel like I have been dreaming and I just woke up to reality. I feel like I float through a lot of life that way. 

I just decided recently that I am going to take hold of my life and try to organize it down to the minute of the day. I am going to try to structure my life. I am going to try to wake up at the same time everyday, go to the gym at the same time everyday, and eat in a way that will do good things for me. 

Life is too short to live in a pigsty, or forget everything, or forget the important things.

I need to grab hold & seize the day.  

ohhhchelsea:

Just sitting in our new apartment. So excited to decorate it! Can’t wait for July.

New floors!

AND WE CAN START MOVING STUFF IN TWO WEEKS.

MY WEDDING DRESS IS BACK.

&hopefully I will feel this good in it!

ohhhchelsea:

Pray that this is the front door we will come home to after our honeymoon!

I bought my wedding dress.

There needs to be a support group for wedding planning & handling all the stuff that comes up. There are so many questions that are unanswered. 

Like: Where did those spider veins come from? 
How much lingerie do I buy on my own?
Are people planning this or am I? 
What if I didn’t meet my savings goal?

Lord, help me.  

…something that I can’t say on here now. Because my fiance follows me on here apparently. 

:)